Got the call today that my appointment at Ohio State/The James Cancer Center has been set up for February 9th. I'm so nervous but also eager to see what the CLL specialist has to say. It makes me nervous that my Hematologist/Oncologist feels that I need to be seen there. He told me it was due to me being younger than the typical CLL patient. But if I'm on watch and wait, why would I need to see the CLL specialist? Maybe just as a second opinion type thing? This is all just a lot to take in right now. I try to be strong but there are so many unknowns...it drives me crazy!