I wish I could accept myself as I am, warts and all.

[worthytobeloved]

I'm still ashamed and embarrassed about what others will think of me when they see me and my flaws. I still go back to when I was 7 years old, when I was bullied at school, and then my mother used the word 'deformed' about me. From then on I just seemed to get messages that I wasn't acceptable as a human being. Having said that, I have come a long way forward thanks to the help from wonderful people (including my mother), being given antidepressants, and (difficult to explain) from God. It's like I can't (or won't) let go of the past, and just be me.

[kxyie]

I still struggle with this. I was bullied horrifically in school and what they said still sticks with me! It’s a horrible feeling but you’re not alone 🤍

[EvaChangingFaces Partner]

Hi worthytobeloved , thank you for your post and for being part of our online Changing Faces community!

I'm sorry to hear how hard your experience has been when growing up and how it has affected your view of yourself at times making it harder to find self-acceptance and self-love. It does sound like it's been a long hard road but it's also clear that you keep pressing forward nonetheless and that you have developed a lot of resilience and skills through this journey. It's great to hear that you have found things that help you during the more challenging times and hopefully that brings you some comfort and reassurance in being able to overcome the difficulties.

The quote you shared sends a hopeful and powerful message and serves as a good reminder to embrace ourselves fully.

I think that a lot of people here would be able to relate to what you’re saying and maybe they could share some of their experiences with you. I hope that you continue to find this a helpful and safe place to hear from others and share your thoughts and feelings.

Take care,

Eva - ChangingFaces