hello everyone,
I have not posted for a while because I felt like I was being a pain asking questions all the time, I do still hover in the background and find this site and it’s members a great help and full of knowledge… As some of you may remember I was never given an actual follow up or diagnosis after receiving a fibroscan score of 21.5, this has led to almost a year of anxiety, worrying about what is going on, and whether I am doing what I should be to help myself, every time I have seen a dr or been prescribed a med since, I have questioned “is it ok for my liver”? if I get a cold I ask the dr will my liver be ok…..all I wanted was a referral but no one listened, eventually I was telling the nurse how I worry constantly about my liver etc and the next day a dr called me and finally referred me to gastro, ( they were prob fed up with me keep going on about my liver) Well my appointment is next Wednesday and now I’m dreading it, dreading what they will do or what I will be told, all I wanted at the start was a referral but then survival mode put me into head in the sand mode, I felt happy not knowing what was going on, now reality is hitting me that I have to face up to it all again now, and I know it’s best to know what is going on, but I’m scared it will be bad news and I will be back in the dark place again, my little world of not knowing has made me happy, I just feel so scared about going next week, can anyone tell me what I am likely to expect at the appointment as I have not been told anything apart from the time and date to turn up, thank you for reading this, I know others are dealing with so much more and I’m really not being disrespectful with this post which seems a minor thing, it’s just that to me it feels like such a problem, I feel scared and anxious xx