After coming out of hospital, being diagnosed with S4 liver cirrhosis, and unknown to me, an old back fracture. Having always had back problems, which I managed with normal drugs. I was happy to be able to get back to work on a phased level, which was great, and be able to talk to people again. Although trying to do my work, my back did suffer, not straight away but a day or so later. I did not tell anyone as the pain went, and I just got on.
Anyway, I collapsed suddenly at home, straight onto my back on the left hand side onto a hard floor. Having initially bruising and not being able to move or walk straight had xrays, no fractures found and examined by doctors for the norm and ECG. Again nothing remarkable noted. Now, weeks later, with the bruising gone, and not hurting anywhere when touched, but I do have pain inside my body on my left hand side which sometimes spreads to my front by the breastbone . Making it hurt when I breath. Dr said it might be muscular, and has just upped my medics from tramadol to morphine (low dosage, not wanting to cause damage to other organs). But it is not really working and I am getting really depressed and anxious, with the not sleeping, itching, the worse it has ever been, and also being paranoid about the not knowing what is wrong with me. I cannot get it out of my head it has something to do with the liver.
I only want to get back to work to be as normal as I can be, but know at the moment I am just not fit enough. Not doing much exercise as I am just so tired and exhausted all the time. I don't even trust myself to drive.
I am just not too sure where to go from here, and am just really beating myself up about all of this, and worried about work.
I have asked my Dr's Sec for a ultrasound on the left hand side, waiting for a decision on this. I am frightened something is wrong on my inside organs, which I do not know about, but is this the way I should be approaching this.
Can anyone give me any advise please..