Hi all,
32 year old Male, have been drinking regularly since college. For the past say 5 years anyway I would drink typically 5 days a week, sometimes more. I would drink heavily pretty much every friday & Saturday, and also drink 3/4 nights during the week (three double measures of rum on a weekday).
I'm sure there are people out there who drink more than that but I'm conscious I have been a chronic drinker for the guts of a decade, and have rarely ever gave my liver more than a couple of days to rest.
I have known that I drink too often but up until recently it hasn't caused me any outward problems (that were obvious to me). About a year ago i began to be aware of a 'stiff' feeling in my upper right abdomen. I had a binge period recently where I drank moderately heavy for 10 days straight (at least a few measures of rum or a bottle of wine e.g.) and I woke up with mild pain in my liver. This worried the hell out of obviously. I stayed off drink for a few days and felt it progressively better. On the fourth day I ventured a drink again and had a bottle of wine - again waking up with liver pain.
I'm panicking I have gave myself cirrhosis over the years without realising. I have read that you can develop it without showing symptoms and only realise too late? I have noticed a pretty loud gurgling/percolating type noise from my gut and bubbling sensation in the liver area too. I am reasonably healthy otherwise. Okay diet, exercise regularly, good BMI.
After the initial worry over my liver discomfort back in April i pretty much normalised it and went back to my usual drinking habits (maybe a day or two off it a week), all the while thinking "i really should cut down" but not actually doing it consistently.
For the past couple of months i've developed a really strong pulse / throb that I can feel throughout my body, it's very noticeable to touch and if i place my hand on my abdomen right below my ribcage you can feel the strong throbbing. A couple of week's ago, after having a few drinks (not a lot, 3 or 4 beers) i woke up at 3am with my heart absolutely racing, sweating, fingertips tingling... This has gave me a real shock
Happy to report that I haven't had a drink since (two weeks today). This is the longest period without a drink for me for years so i'm fairly pleased & determined to let my liver heal from whatever damage i've built up over the years.
Anyway, i still don't feel myself. The discomfort in my upper right abdomen remains, and I have bad fatigue & dizziness. The throbbing pulse sensation has gradually eased since my last drink two weeks back which is positive i guess. However, my circulation seems bad (it's never been great, i always would get numb fingers & toes from the cold when my friends are perfectly warm) but i really struggle to keep my hands warm now. I don't know if these circulation & fatigue issues are alcohol/liver related but it seems to be linked as it got worse following the development of throbbing in my abdomen etc.
I spoke to my doctor and explained i had been feeling unwell & admitted that i had been drinking too much. I got my blood taken for tests last week and very nearly passed out when the blood was taken (four vials). This has worried me in itself as I have no issues getting bloods in the past, and just confirms how i have been feeling lately - weak, lightheaded and spells where i feel like i could faint.
I called for the results this morning and was told that they returned normal. The lady on the phone told me that the liver test was labelled as "Gilbert's syndrome". This is a fairly benign liver condition that is hereditary and the doctor told me I have when i spoke to him before anyway. So the bloods haven't really really enlightened me about why i have been feeling so run down. I am a little concerned that the doctor has perhaps been dismissive of abnormal results in my liver function because he was expecting this due to Gilberts syndrome.. I hope this hasn't masked a more serious issue. Or am i just being paranoid?
I'm not sure what to do next. It seems that doctor is content to leave it at that. But i still have liver discomfort, and major fatigue, dizziness, circulation worries etc. Should i push to get scans done?
Is it possible to have bad liver damage that would not show up in blood tests? Or should i take this a positive development and just move forward?
Note: i tested positive for Covid-19 a month ago. I had flu like symtoms & loss of smell for a few days but these passed. I guess the residual fatigue etc. could be down to covid.
I am resolved not to touch a drink for the remainder of the year in any case. Pleased with myself for reaching the two week mark - but a little disappointed that i don't have boost in general feeling of wellbeing that I was looking forward too! Will continue to abstain, follow a healthy diet & get back to exercising when i feel i have my energy back.