Football fan, loved my beer to games, followed Scotland, and you not going for football.
Heavy drinker at times, but good job kept me online.
Bad accident,few years ago, allergic to painkillers all my life, left in total pain, told, never work. Boom right on it, 12 stella a day. Block all out.
Docs pick up on cirrhosis, very early, stop drinking now, attend alcohol unit, cant stand way they treat you, must do group stuff etc, no.
Stopped. Back on stella.
Chronic pain, mental health issues from past.
Cant handle life.
Then, felt craps in muscles, red spots all over, dry itchy patches, sleep all day, night up worried.
Check out, what that all is.
I have been so stupid, i think I am in later stages.
How bloody stupid. How daft, selfish. Several grand kids, oh ya idiot. Accident payout not till Nov, shit wife is goosed with mortgage.
Horrible feeling now.
Poured all beer in house out, but too late ya muppet.
No excuse, just wrapped up in chronic pain, panic not able to work, lost all hobbies, and most pals now