Hello, I've never really posted on anything like this before so I'm hoping someone can help ease my nerves.
I'm due to have a surgical abortion on Tuesday, and am off on a family holiday on the Thursday, I'm really worried due to the fact I love swimming and will obviously want to be in my bikini but I will have to be wearing pads. I don't want to make anything obvious to my family, but I feel if I didn't go ahead with the abortion before the holiday it would be even more obvious still as I'm 7-8 weeks and at the sicky/exhausted stage and am just not being myself which could cause concern. I don't really know what to do! I just want to enjoy my holiday without the worry of heavy bleeding and having to wear pads as I haven't done this since I was 13-14 and am now 21. Any advice or help would be so appreciated, I don't want to sound selfish as this isn't the right time for me to have a baby and I just want to get back to my normal self asap! Thanks x