Hi all, well yesterday the 17th was my first birthday, 1 year since my quadruple CABG. There has been ups and downs and there still is, but I’m still here and that’s the main thing as I should never have survived the first HT according to the surgeon and other cardiologist’s. I just hope it doesn’t go like last year where I had another HT two weeks after my op.
Im starting to get more used to what’s happened to me now but still have lots of lows may be that’s because I still have ongoing problems, it’s important for us all to remember its still ok even after a year to be scared and get upset. I got upset yesterday because it was the anniversary of my surgery, I also got upset last Sunday because it was my actual Birthday on the Monday and I remember being in intensive coronary care unable to sleep just in case I didn’t make it to my 55th Birthday. Well last Monday I celebrated my 56th.
After what we have all been through and are going through it important to remember there are lots of lows but only we can make the high’s, it’s all about how our minds view things so we can turn any negative into a positive and that’s what we all need to do. Second chance and all that kind of thing, life is here for living so let’s just make the most of it, none of us know when the end will come but we won’t know anything about it anyway but what we do remember is all the good times.
So have a ball and enjoy it to the max but if things get a bit uncomfortable stop and have a chill instead. Here’s to all of us and our Birthday milestones❤️