Hi all,
New here. Had a heart attack in early July last year and had no idea that I had suffered one - no chest pain, just dizziness, nausea and pain in my arms and back more akin to muscle aches after exercise (I also thought I had some sort of gastric reflux and swigged a load of Gavescon). Anyway, I felt a bit dodgy for a few days, but then started to feel more normal. Went for a swim in the sea and had to get out after 5 minutes as totally short of breath and feeling very unwell indeed. My parter made me go to the doctor the following Monday. Although, the GP I saw tried to brush me off, I insisted that the way I was feeling was not at all normal - utterly tired and exhausted all the time and unable to do my usual exercise, etc. I was reluctantly referred for an ECG and blood tests and the following day I went away on holiday. On my return, I received the results - raised cholesterol and what the GP said was a slightly enlarged right ventricle, was immediately put on a statin and told that I should push myself even if feeling tired and fatigued and not rest, I wasn't convinced, so took gentle exercise, but nothing anywhere near my normal routines.
A week or so later, I got another call telling me that the Cardiology department disagreed with the GP and in their opinion I had suffered myocardial infarction and that I should be seen by the cardio dept urgently. Whilst waiting for the appointment, I had what I now know to be angina attacks of varying severity but with no medication or any advice on how to deal with these. I finally saw a specialist in outpatients 6 weeks after the first incident who ran another ECG and I was then told I had definitely had a heart attack, that I needed to be prescribed beta-blockers, GTN spray and Nicorandil on top of the statins and that I should have an angiogram in the next 14 days. Then nothing, no contact, no appointment, no nothing, finally my new GP (I decided, I did not want to continue seeing the one who had brushed me off), got through to someone and insisted I be seen ASAP. I finally got my angiogram appointment through for early September.
During the procedure, my heart went into atrial fibrillation and stopped beating - they brought me back with the defibrillator, finished the job and told me that my right artery was totally blocked and that they couldn't do anything there and then and I would have to come back as a matter of urgency for another attempt and for stents to be fitted. (This was after being kept in for observation overnight.) Then silence ensued, nothing at all, no advice, no contact, no nothing and me feeling really unwell, stressed and increasingly depressed. I chased and chased to no avail. Finally, after my GP getting somewhat stroppy with the hospital, I got another appointment for an angiogram in late October. After 2 hours on the table, they aborted the procedure after going in via both my wrist and groin saying they couldn't stent it due to there being 'crud' behind the blockage (?). I was told that there is only one person in the service locally who can attempt to stent my type of blockage and that is the last I heard. No follow-up, no letter or report saying what happened - my GP is as in the dark as I am. I've tried to get some info from hospital but I just get swatted away.
I went through a period of very serious and debilitating depression and anxiety, feeling suicidal and fatalistic and largely shut down emotionally, however after having taken a deep breath and giving myself a talking to, I decided to share how I was feeling with my partner and GP and since then, my mood has lifted - the very act of sharing made everything come back into perspective. However, I am sitting here, writing this 3.5 months later with no idea when I might be treated. I don't know what I can do in terms of exercise (I find even everyday tasks such as food shopping or walking into town exhausting and leave me breathless with the neck, arm and back pains and occasional nausea hitting me, so I avoid a lot and am putting on weight). So, I just don't know what to do! Endless calls that go round and round in circles with the hospital are totally demoralising and get me nowhere, I have no info on how to keep myself fit, no info on when I might be seen, no info on the various possible outcomes or potential treatment when this seemingly mythical expert will be able to treat me and I am standing on the threshold of a very busy period of work, worried that I am physically unable to cope.
Has anyone else experienced this and does anyone have any advice on how to unblock this bureaucratic nightmare? I feel very much beaten down by the system and I have to force myself to make the calls that I fear will go nowhere, all coupled with the sensation that I am getting less and less fit. I really do not know what to do for the best!
Sorry for such a long post and thank you to anyone who makes it through to the end!
I am now going to finish here and make another attempt at chasing the hospital.
Thanks in advance.