I'm exhausted to the point I can hardly stand up and even lift things at the moment. I feel physically and emotionally drained since I lost my beautiful dog.Im back at work this morning after having been woken all night with angina pain and dull aches and sharp pains directly across my left breastbone. I've now got to work through the night until 8am tommorrow morning and I'm genuinely concerned now for the ongoing pain I'm getting 24/7 I don't want to keep ringing an ambulance so I'm toughing it out.
I feel I've aged 10years in the last month or so.Im trying desperately to get on but my body won't let me and now I'm worried I'm damaging my heart with these consistent angina attacks that my GTN spray seems to help but then comes back after 10 20mins.Sorry for my rant but I'm just sitting in a corner at work absolutely shattered and I don't want to tell them I feel ill again so they then have to get others to do my job into the night.
I'm so confused in pain and one minute think I should be back in hospital and the next I should just soldier on..