Rebuilding Me

[jodiewilkes]

Good evening,

I am in a situation at the minute, I have changed my life style and the people I associated with. As I turned to drink and drugs not knowing I had adhd and asd, I came out of a psychiatric hospital in May and I am know in college. I just find it difficult to keep myself entertained at home as I am very lonely. I spend most days alone. I am very creative and I have lots todo I just don’t seem to be happy in my own home.

My daughter is 10 years old and she likes to be at her dads as my house is boring. I’m not sure of what to do or where to go to rebuild my confidence and self esteem

Thank you for reading my post

[NoahsMummy]

Here is a good place. Maybe it's time to start rebuilding your circle of friends to reflect the new healthier you. 😊

Well done for the positive steps you have taken. Give your self credit for where you are now.. I'm sure it's better than where you were previously and that's all down to your hard work.

Consider this the next phase.. To fill the space you decluttered with nicer experiences.

As a first step, I'd like to be your friend. We might not end up being bffs but I can relate to some of what you feel.. That's a good starting point to me.

[jodiewilkes in reply to NoahsMummy]

Aww thank you. That’s a really nice thing to say. This week has been a good week. I am starting to volunteer at the ambulance service. I’m very excited.

[NoahsMummy in reply to jodiewilkes]

Amazing how different things can look in the space of 10 days. Sounds really exciting and it's nice to note the change in how you sound.. I can feel the excitement.

What does the volunteering involve I. E what will you be doing?

I'm just curious and in awe of those who give up their time to do something for others.

[jodiewilkes in reply to NoahsMummy]

Sorry, for the late reply. I’ve been attending lots of appointments for myself and my daughter.

I will be helping the St Johns ambulance service. I will do training for 10 weeks on a Monday night, then once I’m trained I can attend football matches, festivals etc. I am trying hard to do something for myself but it’s very difficult to keep on track. My daughter is away with her dad for a week. I didn’t realise it was for 7 days 🥺 I did react out to old friends but I haven’t drank. I am going to a gym tomorrow with my support worker so I can get up and join classes with my free time. My daughter is also showing signs of Adhd and Asd. It’s very difficult to try and deal with my triggers then her triggers, trigger mine 🤭👧. I have pushed for ruby to have her waiting list shortened and her application is going to a bored meeting today. I’m very anxious today 😥 I’ve only spoke About my self 😞 can u relate to my situation? I’d like to know ur story. I’m very good at giving advice on other people’s life’s 🤣 I’m just not the best at taking advice or my own advice xx