I apologize for my selfish concerns and pitty.
I am on a roller coaster ride that seems to keep getting worse going down.
I am trying to find something positive to grab on to. Some hope.
In 5/24 they saw three nodes in my lung lymph nodes that were swollen or cancerous.
Took 4 months to get a pet scan which just showed they grew in size.
So got a lung biopsy. That confirmed malignant adenocarcinoma.
Around same time I get prostrate biopsy. That confirmed apc.
So I felt surely stage 4 pc. Even though no signs of pc spreading below. Not in bones. Not in lymph nodes below.
turns out based on latest ihc staining from the lung biopsy, the source is adenocarcinoma of the lung but they are not sure.
The lung nodes are increasing in size. And volume. In 5/24 there were 3. The subcarina one was 1.9 cm. Now it is 3.6 cm and growing. I read now 5 nodes.lung dr stated still 3. Two on right side and the one 3.6 in the sub-carina mediastinal lymph nodes. He stated they all in the lymph nodes. I guesswhy they unsure where the source is.
Have a brain mri wed 9/12. Meet with new lung oncologist at utsw on 9/11.
I am hoping we can start treating the lungs and hold it back. Better eradicate the lung tumors.
is there any chance to eradicate cure the lung nodes?
seems I am stage2 in the lung. Not that it matters.
I am / was an avid runner. My lungs were always clear and wide open. Most important to me.
To depressing now I can’t run. That was the most important thing in my life was running. I loved to do it. It kept me healthy and so happy and strong.
I know it could be worse. I am afraid that is where I am headed. With no way to stop, head off.
I am really down and could use some words of encouragement, some positive thoughts and signs, if any.
thankyou and sorry to you all for even bringing up.