Hi guys
Thanks for your support in my last post, just had my xray results back and they were clear, normal I was convinced I had hyperinflated lungs, my story goes like this I suffer from health anxiety anyways I guess the reason why my anxiety is off the scale is because my nan died of emphysema, my dad had emphysema and I'm convinced I have, the only thing is my family basically smoked for 50 odd years I have to thank my lucky stars that I randomly had a spirometry test with work as the job I was doing at the time and they picked up early obstruction if I remember at the time my fev1/fvc was 72% so for someone the same age and height ect it should of been 76% my fev1 was 96% & fvc was 113% so I went to my doctors that same week and that was when my anxiety really kicked me in the Teath he was a horrible doctor I had a print out of my results and I wanted to show him he didn't even want to hold the test results and from where I was standing there was no way he could see them his words were that's emphysema if you don't give up now you will be dead in 10 years time that was the gospel truth, so I hope you can see why I was and very much to a certain degree very anxious I continued to smoke for 4 more years I just could give up there was to much happening I was getting married, we were going through Ivf, and buying a house all in 2016 so I needed them fags I new I had to give up soon 2019 I repeated the spirometry at my doctors surgery and this time it had obviously changed my fev1/fvc was 64% my fev1 was 91% & fvc was 109 that was it there and then fags in bin not even a vape it was cold turkey for me I repeated the spirometry 5 months later after 5 months no fags and my figures increased to fev1/fvc of 68% fev1 of 93% & fvc was 109% that was my last spirometry In 2019 since 2016 till now really I've been obsessive with my lungs googling all the time every thing freaking me out I have 2 very supportive doctors and the nurses at blf have been absolutely fantastic with me and every single professional have said you havant got copd you are bourder line my doctors have said they don't think there is any damage to my lungs I gave up at the right time in life and I'm pretty much on the safe side of this, my doctors & my respiratory physio have recently said that my hiatus hernia is driving my breathless feeling and it's triggering dysfunctional breathing my physio watch the way I breath and she says it's dysfunctional breath and she also said I'm that mild with copd that she could pull someone in off the streets and my lungs would probably be no different to there's that's all I can share right now my jorney continues seeing the gastroligist Monday and on the 28th of November I will be doing a hydrogen blow test to rule out lactose and bacteria growths ect and I've been also referred to see the respiratory team at hospital just to see if they can reasure me my doctor hasn't requested spirometry test with them because she is very confident after seeing my 3 previous spirometry and the fact that ive never had a chest infection or no cough that it's more so dysfunctional breathing she does believe I would blow a normal reading I have to take heed from this. One last thing that horrible doctor has been struck off several other reasons
Take care xx