Hi all
Hope you're all enjoying the summer weather while I'm stuck in this 'prison'
I came in last Saturday morning when my oxygen levels went dangerously low to 55 AGAIN while at home but this time for the first time ever I fainted first
I've resigned myself to realising that these episodes will always happen & my 'freedom' will be cruelly taken away by the hands of the NHS. I just hope the fainting is only a one off
When I changed wards I brought in my meds & the blister pack that was empty (coz I'd taken them) & my pill box with the same tablets described on it & the grubby nurses TOOK IT OFF ME & PREVENTED ME FROM TAKING THEM & LOCKED THEM Up-In favour of their own boxes of the same tablets that I take. I proved beyond doubt that the tabs in the pill box were the same as described on the blister pack & actually the head of the ward DEMANDED I GIVE THEM UP & ACCUSED OF BRINGING history DRUGS INTO THE WARD
Then I was even ACCUSED of taking photos of official documents - a folder containing my history I asked permission to see it & it was granted when they put it on my bed but on NO ACCOUNT did I take photos & I showed the accusing nurse that beond doubt there was no record of any photos of the document. Only history of my growing up stages family & me horseriding
I started on 3 litres Oxygen then gradually had it taken down until it was 0.5 & the saturations monitored & they were in the 90s (base line being 82-92)
Yesterday for the first time I had my oxygen Sats taken now I'm off it & they were 96
I'm awaiting the results of my CT scan. At first I was told Ii needed to have a scan on my heart bur then a doctor said to me as I had one in April I could have it at a later date as an outpatient
I'm as bored as hell & just wanna go home
The HPs (Healthcare professionals) are hopeless & can't even answer BASIC medical questions & so they get out of answering they say I don't know
All they're fit for is giving out breakfast & drinks & cleaning
On one occasion an HP, as I call them had to be shown in front of me how to take BP Oxy Sats & other info those mobile machines take when she d done it before
A lot of things are riding on my release from this open prison
I had to resort to smuggle tactics so that my tabs were given to me at the times I specifed
I had to battle them for my epilepsy tabs to be at 7.30am every morning cos that's my routine. Me & mum backed the ward manager & it's nurses into a corner untill they backed down
They're standing firm though about giving me my tabs for BP at 9am
When I saw they weren't forthcoming at 7.30I used my smuggled ones in an attempt to carry on my routine I had no choice
I told them TIME & AGAIN I need my lung meds at 12.00 as that's my routine they IGNORED MY REQUEST, & "CARRIED ON THEIR OWN SWEET WAY AS IF I'D NEVERASKED
SO once again I resorted to smuggle tactics to ensure I takevyhem at the correct time
They're supposed to watch while the tabs were taken which FINALLY TURNED UP at 1.45but I'd eaten by then so I told them I need digestion time before taking them. I managed to use a window of opportunity while they both turned their back & put them in my bag to look like I'd taken them then showed them the empty pill box
I will teach them to take my tabs off me & where I can I will continue until I am released & spy on their movements
I've just had some good news on the results of my lung scan & there's no clot on them it was just an infection
I can have my heart scan as an outpatient so GOING HOME TODAY!!! YAYYY
THANK GOD