I have been on the lung transplant list for 18 months. I had one dry run 4 months ago, but I am wondering if I will ever get the call. Transplants are low, party because of Covid and only 30% of people on the list received a transplant in the year up to March, according to latest statistics.
This has all seemed far worse since a friend, who had the same condition as me, sadly died last week, despite receiving her transplant a year before. The transplant did not help her and rejection happened very quickly.
I’m feeling such a burden on my husband as I can do very little. My SAT’s plummet to 61% after just a few steps, despite 24 hour oxygen. Every day I struggle more. Friends are very supportive, which helps. Luckily I can chat to them, My siblings either avoid me or tell me to stay positive.
It’s just becoming harder and harder to do this when every day is such a battle and seems pointless.
Sorry for such a negative post.