On a ventilator

[Balloo]

Ok this a bit aufull but I think trouth needs be out there . I ended up 9 days last year .coma venilater yes my life saved . But .only probably cause on a trial. New meds COPD lung stuff . And heart ok . But am 69 with auful fibromyalgia . Pain alone no relatives suffing very happy give my bod to what ever . But as told then only 50 percent a me my age will be able breath .on own .but I am doc in other place psychologist. But trained most USA so you lean lots else. I luv USA. Psyconumerolgy. Meaning how we think causes. Chemical changes. Are bods forms follow thought But worked in Africa , since I have taken this antibiotic azithromycin . 3 times week no aserbation . If I eat well & keep cool . Exercise I can’t do much as taking steroids crumble bones , yes you do need take a probiotic. . Live youguet or sourcroute. Or pills . We all die .at some stage . Normal .its the left behind having the problem so if something you need to say . Do it I love you goes a long way , thank you also . Lots my friends died young even years ago us stupid kids cars drugs aids . Ok I believe we are spirit dna goes on . . And I am not allowed some one help me go peacefully, I nursed my mother late 60s cancer doc did the job . Bless . So I have to do this alone .at some stage , not in Africa. .cant do that waiting presious orchid flower! Sorry aufull spelling .i speak 4 languages so get confused.

[sassy59]

You’ve had quite a life Balloo and still doing well. Stay safe in these very strange times we’re living in. Wishing you well. Xxxx

[Tugun]

Hi Balloo,

Yes, it is good to tell those we love how much we love them. When someone goes quickly, we often wish that we had spent more time with them. With this virus, I look at what more I want to do and who I meant to spend more time with but didn't. It does help me to reassess my priorities.

We aren't alone. There are many others around us who may be uplifted by a word or a smile. So I pray that you find those people around you who lift you up and to whom you bring a word or a smile. I don't think that it was an accident that you came through that coma. You were meant to live. Wishing you the very best during this time Balloo.

[Balloo in reply to Tugun]

Hia nice words ok I talk to the dead. Today. So many lovely people in my mind. . I am greatful I can do ofcouse my gorgeous cat over cuddled . As lived all over place catching up friends many music friends. Don’t laugh rappers Africa . I always can meditate . Bit auful but the med part me very interested . Go well stay well. I don’t know where u are but I uk. They will do clamp down next week. I think .