I've posted about my own recent experience as someone who's main asthma symptom is coughing, although I do get short of breath and sometimes wheeze and get tight.
This week I've had yet another experience of not being listened to by paramedics I didn't even ask for, and treated like I was having a panic attack, and twisting everything I said as evidence that it was anxiety.
I completed the 111 online form as I noticed i was feeling shivery so took my temp, which was 38.5 and I'd previously in this flare up been admitted to hospital with a high temp and high infection markers, which needed antibiotics.
Whilst on the phone to an out of hours Dr I started having one of my coughing attacks, which I have a loaned nebuliser to treat. I told the Dr I needed to take my nebuliser. My cough sounds very distressing and she decided I needed an ambulance to be checked out. Obviously in the middle of an attack I wasn't able to think too rationally that I probably didn't need one. The nebs usually settle it. Only when they don't and I can't breathe do I usually ring for more help.
For context, with the paramedics my SATS didn't drop below 95 (they never do), my temp was still over 38 after paracetamol should've worked and a wheeze was heard with the stethoscope (i very rarely wheeze, or at least, wheeze is rarely heard). I had a high heart rate, partly from nebs but also from the cough, which sends it racing. But they said it was too much salbutamol.
Anyway, without rehashing the whole humiliating episode, which included being told firmly to stop coughing, I'm now at the point that I won't be ringing 999 until I have a visible obvious sign of respiratory distress eg blue lips or audible bad wheeze. I honestly can't face another episode like that.
What I don't get is, we know that I'm not alone, Asthma UK know I'm not alone, this has been going on for at least 3 years, since my diagnosis, so why the hell are we still going through this?
What is something proactive i can do to change this? Because honestly, I'm at a loss with the whole thing.
I'm seeing one of my respiratory team Drs on Wednesday and I'm going to have it out with him - either it's asthma and I need these 5 million drugs I'm on, or it's not and I can come off them. Which is it?
As you can probably tell, I'm angry and frustrated with the whole thing and I've had enough of it. One thing I'm not though, is flippin anxious!!!! 😡