I’d like to thank everyone here for your support. It’s been a relief for me through this difficult times.
Lately i’ve been pushing things with my wife’s recovery and also mine’s. I think i reached a point where i had enough of darkness in this situation and needed a “shiny day” to come. This hit me really hard. I wanted everything to come back to normal asap. I was pushing my wife and myself and because logically enough nothing really changes so quickly, the only thing i managed is to make myself miserable and angry.
Two weeks have gone by since then. I did a lot of sessions with my doctor as with my wife’s also for the couples session we have every once and a while. I understood a lot about why i feel i need an out from this situation and why this isn’t going to pass by with a blink of an eye. I guess i just got tired from all this.
But luckily for me and my wife i love her. And i’m not a quitter. I know we have a long road ahead of us and that i need to be more patient. Unluckily for us l, patience is not my strongest part. But i’m working on it.
Clearly the last two weeks where my worst downfall since my wife got out of hospital. But with help and discussion with my doctor and friends i feel a little bit stronger now. You guys and girls here helped mr a lot also with your sympathy and courage you gave me.
I think everybody’s allowed to fall. But it’s absolute necessity to rise again.
To everyone who’s struggling out there, you don’t know your limits unless you overcome them.
I think i’ve got some way more until i know mine.
Thank’s a lot mates!