PTSD

[Poulson]

Hi There Everybody.

I have been reading through my medical records from the time I gave birth to my daughter, and it is very distressing reading what was happening to me. I was doing and saying all kinds of things. This morning the male voices I was hearing after my daughter was born were in my head all morning, repeating the same rhetoric over and over again. That is how I know I am suffering from Complex PTSD as a result of the abuse that I suffered 43 years ago. I don't know if I will ever get closure from it.

I have had a nice relaxing bath tonight and have been listening to my radio. I have also been reading some of my books, which are very helpful. I bought them off Amazon, if anyone wants any recommendations please do not hesitate to ask.