So for those who have seen my posts before knew I had seen my gp about discussing my options for baby number 2.
I have had my referral through for preconception counselling (not till august)
The appointment is at my local hospital in the same block where I was sectioned. The ward I spent three horrendous weeks on and months later diagnosed with ptsd with an incident that happened on the ward.
In three years I have not been back to that part of the hospital and now my appointment is there. My anxiety levels are normally fairly low but even thinking about going there is making me feel sick.
God knows how I’ll be when I’m actually there.
Time to wise up on some grounding techniques again I think!