Hello . Something I found interesting about how profoundly PPP or rather memories of it is embedded in our brains years later ! Recently my youngest daughter had her third baby and bring a besotted Grandma now I see a lot of the 3 little ones . Recently , when I was admittedly very tired from the chemo Im going through, and getting side effects etc so not in good nick, I had thoughts of the danger of the baby near a window . Irrational of course as baby is safe , well, loved, etc but when I had Ppp I was terrified Id throw my beloved first baby out of the hospital window and although there was no suggestion or inclination it did show me how deeply we have been affected by mental trauma. So years later just seeing this little angel triggered the reminder of the fears and psychosis I suffered . I mention this really to say how vulnerable our brains and minds are and we can’t expect others to understand how overwhelming Ppp is. I’m posting a photo just in case anyone is worried about baby Rowena ! Don’t be !