Hello everyone, I'm new here. I have 4 boys. The youngest being 8 months old. I'm currently experiencing psychosis and am being looked after by the home care treatment team. The issue I've got is that I've recently had thoughts of harming my baby. There is a horrible man's voice in my head telling me to do it. Last night he would not leave me alone so I was awake all night until 4 am cleaning. I also self harmed and it stopped the voices for a while.I'm being treated for major depressive disorder with psychosis but I think that this is postpartum psychosis. I have good insight into my condition. The problem is, i think I have ptsd, bipolar and ocd too. Plus I'm concerned that I do have ppp. I'm scared to tell the nurse when they visit on Monday, as they may put me into hospital or take my children away. There have never been any issues with my parenting and we have a very happy, stable home, despite my current mental health. Could someone please give me some advice. I am on seroxat 20mg and rispiridone 2mg. I think this needs increasing. How do I approach all this with my nurse on Monday?