I don't really know what to say and how to iv never been on any form of chat room before but I'm really lost and alone so I'll* just tell my story ..... I'm 27 I have a 10 year old boy and a 21 month little girl I recently found out I was pregnant I'm not in the best place 2 weeks prior to finding out I was pregnant I took an overdose of duloxetine with all intentions of it killing me but it didn't I'm still here. my periods are all messed up so I have no idea how many weeks/months I'm pregnant so this could of been while I'm pregnant to add to the guilt. iv now weaned myself off of the meds because of all the complications duloxetine can cause the babies development and it has been a total nightmare but thankfully after 3 weeks of hell I'm starting to feel more myself. my other half is an alcoholic functioning works very hard but also drinks a lot we've broke up so many times and he's left but we've got back together and he's promised to change his drinking habits bla bla bla to cut a long story short he's gone again due to arguments over his drinking. I go for a scan Tuesday to date me I just feel so alone and depressed and I don't know what to do I don't want to have a baby alone I'm scared but I would never forgive myself if I abortion I think id punish myself.
sorry if this is not what this sight is for but I don have anybody and thought id try something