Hi, I had post partum psychosis 6 months ago and am still on anti-psychotic and anti-depressant medication, I have come off the anti-anxiety meds. I'm feeling loads better but I'm having a difficult time as a close friend has just had a baby. I'm finding that I'm feeling really jealous that she's getting to have a normal experience and experience all that early bonding that I missed out on. I know I should be happy for her but I can't help but compare our experiences and it's making me feel down about my illness again. Any advice?