i suffered from pp after the birth of my second daughter last year and i was in a mother and baby unit for 4 and a half months.
I made a very close connection with one of the nurses. She was absolutely amazing and helped me so much in my darkest moments. She was always there for me to talk to when i needed reassurance, which was alot. She is absolutely a one in million and i dont know what i would have done without her. As i was getting bettet we formed a friendship, it felt like she had become like a family to me like a second mum.
I have been to visit her at the ward a few timss but i miss her terribly. I miss her every single day, im finding it very hard. She was such a big part of my life and now she isnt and i think what i find hardest is that there is no way that we can be a part of each others lives any more which makes me sad.
Does anyone else have any experience of this at all. I thought that it wud get easeier with time but i am just missing her more and more .