Vlog 4 with a lot cut out but still posting :)

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Another great entry T , you are very good at this

I no you were saying you were feeling down today & was wondering , I no you look forward to seeing your wonderful girls ,& then when they have gone this may be helping to make you feel low , so maybe you could make plans for that as it seems we have some danger points that we are aware of & this could be one of yours , so see if you can make your sundays busy

Hope you may get to see them in the school hols a bit more , half term wont be long

Keep up the good work , you have so much to offer

Love

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Oh T your blog is soo good. the way you are able to express your feelings can only be admired and i think you are very brave to be so open with everyone. Your depressive feelings completely mirror mine and the one and only thing that keeps me going is the fact that i will feel better eventually. I wish i could sleep as long as you only because i think my depression would pass quicker, but i always feel guilty if i lie in bed awake, always have done, I also think lonliness and self inflicted isolation are the biggest cause of my depression, as i am normally an outgoing person but when depression strikes it turns me into a virtual recluse ,partly because i dont want want to make others sad just because i am. Keep on blogging and hope it helps you xx