Having ALL The Tests Done On My Heart, Kidneys, & Everything Concerned With Having HB, Everything Comes Back Fine. But ? Why In The World, If All My Tests Are Great, Am I Still On 3 Different BP Meds ? My Doc Just Shrugs His Shoulders & Tells Me, " So You Won't Have A Stroke" ?* THAT Is What Really Angers Me About Doctors. I'm Like "What's Causing It ? [ to myself ]. I Go To The Doctor To Get A ANSWER !* There's Gotta Be A Cause ?* If It's Caused By My Anxiety Then SAY SO !* Don't Say I'll See Ya Again In 3 Months ?* I Have Found That Xanax Lowers My Heart Rate & BP Much Better Than All These BP Meds [ though i take the BP meds because you can't just quit ]....Nuts I Know. But ? It Gets The Job Done.[ Have Had Real HB On The BP Meds, & Nothing !*Then ? Took Xanax & It Went Right Down.] So ? If My Heart & Everything Is Doing Great, Why Am I On The BP Meds ? For Goodness Sake ! With ALL These Different Meds I Have ? & ALL Of Them Having Side Effects ? How Is A Person Supposed To Have ANY Get Up & Go ?*
You May Be Saying,"Well, You May Need A Better Diet & Lose Some Weight". Look, I Just Turned 61. ALL My Anxiety Attacks Came Back Strong About A Year Ago. [ Why ? I Don't Know ]. I Weighed 212 lbs. I Now Weigh 170. I Haven't Tried To Lose Weight ?* I Just Don't Wanna Eat As Much. Shouldn't I Feel Great By Now ? NO !* It's One "Specialist" After Another ALL Year Long. Procedure After Procedure !* So Far ?* No Really "Major Issues" At All !* But ? They'll Give You Another Med. For A Symptom. Therefore More Side Effects..... PLA-ease....
& What's With ALL These "Specialists" ?* For Goodness Sake !* My CO-PAYS Have Been Hurting My Family BAD !* There Are Times We Actually Eat The Cheapest Store Brand Soups Cold In A Can [ 1 a day ] With A Piece Of Loaf Bread Because MY CO-PAYS Are BREAKING US Every Month !* [ and it hurts my heart so bad to see my family like this because of all my meds and CO-PAYS have strapped us almost dry ]. & ALL These "Specialists" DOUBLE My CO-Pays !* They Take 227 Bucks A Month Outa My Check [ just for me ] For Insurance I Really Can't Afford To Use !* Pause & Let That Sink In.....That's NUTS !* How Is My ANXIETY DISORDER Supposed To Get A Little Better ?* REALLY ?* [ sorry, i see i vented there a little ]. But Seriously, They Have A "Specialist" For A "Specialist" For Each Cell In Your Body It Seems. I STILL Have 2 More "Specialists" To See Before The End Of The Year. I Have ANOTHER "Kidney Specialist" To See After Seeing 2 That Found Nothing Wrong In All Their Tests, However One Thought I Needed To See One More... [???]... & A Neurologist Which Is Understandable. My Spinal & Neck Pain Is Through The Roof Allot.
I Am On Like 8 or/ 9 Different Meds. Are You Kidding ?* With Nothing SERIOUSLY Being Found So Far ?* [ Other Than My "Known" PTSD Anxiety Disorder ]... The Combination Of Almost ALL Of Them Affects The Liver & Kidneys & Are SUPPOSED To Be "Monitored Closely" By A Doctor. NOBODY IS DOING THAT By The Way or/ Seem To Wanna Take It Seriously.
AM I ALONE ON THIS ?*
IS ANYBODY ELSE "TIRED OF BEING SICK & TIRED ?*
Thanks For Listening...God Bless Ya~*