If it's not one thing it's another. Most of the time I feel sick or down, depressed, anxious or another illness. Now I'm dealing with really bad acid reflux that feels like a lump in my throat with burning stomach and other crap. I'm getting checked on Wednesday by a specialist he's going to do an endoscopy. From reading a lot of the posts I know so many of you are just so tired of being off most of the time. The winter doesn't help either, the grey color outside is just so lifeless and dull. Most of the time I try to be positive but I'm just tired of having these off moments that my body is going through. For me personally I'm just not happy in my personal life and of course that has a great affect on me. I was wondering how your lives are. Are you happy, do you have a lot of problems or do you live with somebody that makes you miserable? I'm just curious as to why we all feel like crap most of the time, and its not in our heads thats for sure. There has to be an underlying problem that's causing our bodies to react in a horrible way. Share your stories if you'd like.