I have litter ally died and returned to tell the tale. This is the reason why I have a MAJOR fear of dying again! I originally thought my anxiety attacks was a stroke or heart attack.
Thankfully a Medic told me my attacks are not life threatening whatsoever. I still have that fear in the back of my mind. If anyone knows how to conquer the fear of death. Please let me know. SPS. This spell check is rediculous! XD