Hi. I am 49 years old, diagnosed with MS in 2005 and Gastroparesis (delayed stomach emptying) in 2014. I am married to a wonderful man who has been on this long roller-coaster journey with me. I've suffered from depression and anxiety for most of my life. When I developed the gastroparesis, I became very ill and lost a bunch of weight, getting down to 88 pounds and requiring a PICC line for nutrition this past May. There were complications with the PICC line and eventually after 2 months it had to be removed. I am holding my own at 100 pounds but wish I could gain weight. I panic around food and at social events (where panic attacks are a given) because I can't eat out due to so many diet limitations. I am always concerned what others are thinking and saying because I can't eat or drink alcohol like they do. I prefer to be alone most of the time. I know it's not healthy for me to be like this but I don't know how to turn my life around. A few months ago I started having breathing issues with anxiety and was wondering if anybody else had the same thing. I feel like I'm getting too much air in my lungs and miss breaths. I hope I'm not alone with this breathing issue, however, it's such an awful that I hope nobody suffers from.