Wanted to share a few things with people who really understand . I was off work with depression . I had a phased return and felt I had overcome the dark fog ( and then I started to get headaches , and then bang the exhaustion . I have the doctors today , I feel so guilty and to make it worse my boss has just e mailed me asking when I will be back , this has sent me in a toss. , I am full of fear , and have been upset since . Does anyone get these feelings , yesterday I took a step forward and spoke to my big sister and best friend about how I am , up to that point it's like I am putting a face on .
I know in myself I am not well but does anyone else fight with the constant guilt and fear or am I just plain crazy