Argh! I am fully stressed and anxious, I'm getting heart palpitations so my heart feels like it is in a vice being squeezed. My youngest sister is essentially a wildchild, my parents sit back and watch her do basically whatever she wants, while trying to seek sympathy for having such a wayward child. Tonight I feel like I have reached boiling point, my sisters friends predictably are as bad as her, I do all the cooking in my house, a friend turned up expecting tea, I find this so rude but my parents put me in the position where I have to magic up a portion from nowhere. I decided I wouldn't sit at the table and have tea, I've lost all my appetite anyway! But I cant sit through my Dad trying to be funny, mym Mum pandering to everything my sister says. Whats really hacked me off, is my Mum comes and finds me and she puts her head in one side and gives me a patronising lecture about how 'silly' I am. I spend all my days doing things for her, even tutoring my sister for her GCSEs which requires me to spend my days relearning things to teach my sister, who sits there, playing with her phone and hair and saying she isnt going to listen. I know in perspective this is such a small thing, but I hate disruptions to my routine, I had rudeness and I hate things being sprung on me. I had to rant on here in the hope someone will understand or might be able to advise me! Had to try very hard not to tell me mum to f**k off! I am just sitting here seething! Hope everyone is having a more relaxing evening! xxx
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