Hi guys its been a long time since on here as been just trying to survive and get through each day. Last night I hit breaking point and started taking an overdose but thank god for my boyfriend who stopped me and held me all night. I feel better in the way I feel a sense of release from the pressure of trying be the happy one in my house and strong when all I wanted to do was scream. I don't feel I want to end it now but panic attacks and depression very high.my daughter has turned against me and her father has been verbally abusive to me for three weeks so I am back to the solicitors to regain my strength and safety in my own home.
I want o say a big hello to all and sorry for not being there for Anyone I want to also say I have thought about you all very much and praying you are all doing well. Xxx