I wake up in the middle of the night

[Against_the_current]

What's going on with me?Wondering whether i can work and weather it would help. Going back to my accommodation till i can make it because mom will have a break from work. I'm terrified.

Wondering if my case can be solved with therapy or i need to go to the psychiatrist. I can't bear new meds and the abstinence of the old ones. Also psychiatrists here are just shooting in the dark. Wondering whether to go to my psychiatrist in my university city or seek a new one at home.

[SoporRose]

Don’t go back to the city. Every time you return to that accommodation you regret doing so immediately. I understand you are unhappy at home and why, but going back always, without fail, makes you worse.