This heat wave has me surrounded by four walls for four+ days. My partner does not wake up yet and it's becoming a struggle every weekend. I try not to think about it and do my things without waiting for anyone. Regardless, I do miss companion, I miss family and friends. I miss laughing and not caring about the world and about my purpose in life. I have ilussions of traveling alone because my partner is not a traveler yet I am afraid of doing so. I have ilussions of finishing my master's after I quit 10 years ago yet I'm afraid of more debt and not being able to suceed in the workplace. I am just wishing upon a world where I have no limits/fears.
I am currently writing, exercising and will probably do a lot of reading and snack eating this weekend to stay sane within the house to avoid the heat. Stay safe everyone <3