Hi everyone
I know I am not the cup of tea for many. I know I am open with my opinions about human life and how important it is to be loved and respected by everyone. I know I have a strong personality and temperament in where I do not back down if I am setting my opinion. And, I also invite opinions from others as long as there is respect. I just don't know why I get anxious about not being liked or being invited.
I hate that I have opinions. I hate that I have a laugh that is heard by others. I hate that I am loud. I hate to be mistreated and I get silent when that happens. I hate that I care about this too much. I hate to believe I care too much about what others think of me. I wish I was heartless and not give an flying F. I hate myself for caring about what others think of me. I hate that I posted here looking for answers when my life is not bad.