As time goes on this song hits harder

[_Mr_Nobody_]

Mr self destruct - Nine inch nails

I am the voice inside your head (and I control you)

I am the lover in your bed (and I control you)

I am the sex that you provide (and I control you)

I am the hate you try to hide (and I control you)

I take you where you want to go

I give you all you need to know

I drag you down, I use you up

Mr. Self Destruct

I speak religion's message clear (and I control you)

I am denial guilt and fear (and I control you)

I am the prayers of the naive (and I control you)

I am the lie that you believe (and I control you)

I take you where you want to go

I give you all you need to know

I drag you down I use you up

Mr. Self Destruct

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

You let me do this to you (I am the exit)

I am the needle in your vein

I am the high you can't sustain

I am the pusher, I'm a whore

I am the need you have for more

I am the bullet in the gun (and I control you)

I am the truth from which you run (and I control you)

I am the silencing machine (and I control you)

I am the end of all your dreams (and I control you)

I take you where you want to go

I give you all you need to know

I drag you down, I use you up

Mr. Self Destruct

I take you where you want to go

I give you all you need to know

I drag you down, I use you up

Mr. Self Destruct

[mrmoto]

Welcome to our forum! To me you are somebody-a person and in need of some help. I am just like you. I may not have your issues but I need and want be recognized as a person of value. From your post you appear to entangled in the web of some rock band's nightmare. There is not one uplifting word in those lyrics.

Have you considered consulting medical professionals to check your overall physical and emotional health? Your focus on self destruction seems to suggest some anxiety issues. I strongly suggest you consider getting medical help as soon as you are able.

You might want to alter your choices of music also. May heaven smile upon you in your efforts to heal.