I'm not okay. Idk if i will klmake it till yhe morning. Sory

[Against_the_current]

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[winternight]

Hey, don't do anything wrong. It might be the most dreadful feeling right now. But trust me you're not alone in this. I am here. If you need, please talk to me or anyone you feel comfortable with

[Against_the_current in reply to winternight]

I'm so lodt. Lost. My mom and dad broke me forever. I can't function

[winternight in reply to Against_the_current]

I am so sorry to hear that. Do you still live with your parents

[Against_the_current in reply to winternight]

I live with mom. Dad has a new family. I tried to live alone but i can't. I just can't

[winternight in reply to Against_the_current]

Is your mom okay as in does she behave okay with you

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

I don't believe that you are broken forever. You are smart, funny, talented, and artistic, and these gifts will, some day, lift you out of your current situation. The others responses you have already received show how much people care about you.

[Groovemaster1]

I'm with winternight on this one, try to move yourself physically even the tiniest little bit. To the bathroom, then another room, then outside for a few minutes if this is possible. Call or text anyone you know and call emergency services if it gets to that. You can talk to me. I'll listen carefully.

[Against_the_current in reply to Groovemaster1]

Thank you

[PuzzleArt]

It is a very trying time right now, but you can make it through to the next step. You have been thinking through things, trying to find a new solution, and you are really making progress. If you feel you just can't struggle, or try really hard right now, just stop trying and rest ...even though the events and people around you haven't changed. They don't have to change right this minute for you to make it through. There is an answer that is right for you and your own special personality and gifts. It takes a while to break free from the past events and training. You didn't ask for that training, or the parenting yiu got. You didn't ask for relationships not to work out! It isn't anyone's fault that times are tough. It is changing, but you can't see it or enjoy it right now. There is a winter, and a spring. Keep communicating with others like you are doing! You were meant to be in the family you are in, and still can gain the strength you need! Rest a while, draw back from the fight. You will not lose everything, even if it seems like you are feeling that way and are afraid. You have the possibility of getting stronger and managing things. Remember that you are not a Higher Power and were never meant to take care of everything and everyone. Blessings to you and best wishes for your success !

[Teaching]

I believe you can make it. Have you tried yoga, meditation. Please just try walking around to see if it can help.

[catsrock]

I totally get what you are feeling as I have had many times when I thought I was broken by my family too. You are not broken. You are a unique person who has had too many challenges. You can do this - please hang in there.