today

[Onlyiknowme]

I’m tired, exhausted. Sitting here at a job and i want to leave and just sleep. But I don’t because there was a time that’s what i did and i gained a lot of weight, just felt bad. So now i work on making an effort. Go to yoga, got to Bjj. At being a 50 year old woman whose never taken a vacation, i want one. But i changed to a new job and so far what they told me about the job was a lie. Even the position. So much on my mind. My finances suck. I can’t get shit straight. At the same time i need to lose weight. I’m everywhere and nowhere right now. My insurance doesn’t pay for therapy anymore. I’m trying but I’m tired.

[Thankfulforhelp22]

The same thing that makes you keep trying may help you make the progress you desire. Small steps count a great deal. I hope and pray things get better. I really hope you get to take a vacation soon. Self-care and self-love are like oxygen.

[catsrock]

I'm sorry you are having such a hard time and I totally get it - been there many times. Do you have any time to look for a new job even thought you're working? I don't like that this place lied to you so much, not a good sign.