People don't understand i can't heal like that

[Against_the_current]

I was sleeping and my landlord's wife and mom woke up from cleaning and complaining too loud. Got scared if they see my kitchen. Been unable to function. Woke up feeling like im going to throw up. My stomach is so acidy from Anxiety. Hope mom and sis don't trigger me like that but they can be noisy and arguing too. Maybe i should travel but i have no money. Dad sent me more money and im afraid that's for the whole month instead of half. I just don't know why he sent more but i doubt it was a positive reason. And going to the hospital with grandma might not be a break too, with her in one room and in old building with old people. All my friends left me, everyone says im tripping or lazy but my nervious system and body are off their limits

[SoporRose]

I'm sure things won't be perfect at your mom's house, but it does seem like a better option than staying in your tiny closet-sized apartment. And accepting your mom's help may help heal some of the wounds between the two of you. I have no idea what kind of recovery time you'll need from this nasal procedure, but having your mom and sister around to keep you company and help you out still sounds like a healthier choice.

However, if going to your mom's feels more stressful than returning to your own place, do what feels best to you.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thank you. Needed to hear that my choice is good. I overthink a lot. I had my nasal surgery and am in her house now. She was really kind but started to drink and get a bit annoying. But trying to heal

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

How are you feeling? I hope this procedure helps you breathe more easily!

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thanks. Actually made me breathe much harder and i kept sneezing until i sneezed out some plates and now that i sneezed them out i feel much better but i think i should have kept them in