Mom called me at 1am inadequate

[Against_the_current]

Worried if she was drunk. Don't tell me how terrible this is. I knooooooooooooooooooow!!!! God, why?! Whyyyyy?! What have i done to you?! Im done. I will be a psychopath. Worse than her. Nothing will come out of me. I can't work with this traumaa. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *inaudible crying*

[catsrock]

I'm so sorry.

[Against_the_current]

Thanks. Im still at critical

[Mohammad-341]

Forget ur mother and grandmother. Just focus on urself. U r going to be alright

[emmi331]

Your mother has a disease. It's called alcoholism. She is suffering as well. I highly recommend you learn about this disease by seeking support through Alanon, which is for friends and family members of alcoholics. They are online. One of the most powerful things they teach is detachment, which helps keep you from being drawn into the chaos created by the alcoholic.

And I should know. My mother, too, was an alcoholic and I have been in recovery from alcoholism for many years.