Fallen in love with an 18-year old guy

[onesun0000]

I’ve fallen in love with an 18-year old guy. He’s a wonderful person, so kind and understanding. I always get angry with him because I always feel like he doesn’t about me (though i have no right be angry with him) . I don’t what to do. It’s been causing me to sleep less, overthink and sometimes think that it would be better if I don’t exist. I experience heartbreak before and it was so painful that I am so afraid to experience it again. I don’t know what tomdo anymore.

[Against_the_current]

Hey, it's gonna be okay. Thanks for sharing. Heartbreak hurts as much as physical pain. You're allowed to feel your emotions. Does he know? I had a similar situation with my first love who was a girl in highschool. Basically nobody knows about it. I was feeling heartbreak without even being in a relationship. She was straight but kept me as a friend and slowly i learned that i wanted the best for her. Loving someone is wanting the best for them. You know "if you love something, let it go". I letted myself go through the spectrum of emotions. And heal. Now im grateful i experienced this. She was really a great person. Instead of rejecting me, friendzoned me, which was really well played of her. Now i remember with a smile. Let go and say Thank u, next, king

I knew someone who was experiencing his crush like you do. Sleepless and all. The crush didn't even know. Eventually he moved on and told the crush after they moved on which is ...idk how to explain it. But you know to love and war like to love and war. Wish that helps, I'm struggling with articulating myself lately. x💙🌈