Reaching out

[LittleBuddy]

Having a bad day, so reaching out for some positivity and support. My mom is sick and in the hospital. I'm really worried she might not recover. I'm not really supposed to be visiting her right now, as her problems are psychological and the dr thought visiting my disrupt her recovery. So my husband and I made plans for today, which I ended up throwing out the window to go visit my mom in the hospital. I think I did it more to assuage my own feelings of guilt for not being there, but it really hurt my husband because he feels like I always put him last. I am afraid he is going to end up leaving if I don't get my stuff together, but I just feel like I am falling apart. I was already having some trouble before my mom got sick, but I'm just trying to keep it together. I'm in therapy and working on med changes, but still struggling.

[Nothingnoted]

LittleBuddy, I wish your mom was feeling better. Please don't be so hard on yourself okay you're doing the best you can and I know you're concerned about your mom too just be kind of gentle to yourself okay don't don't be too hard on yourself you don't deserve that you're currently struggling with a lot on your plate right now and you're doing the best you can I am here for you if you ever need anything or anybody to talk to please take care . Do you have access to Nami? It's another website that I belong to that supports you when you're feeling down or depressed or have anxiety because they have zoom meetings online and I try to attend it twice a week I live in California and it helps out a lot I don't know if you have it where you live but it helps me out a lot Sending you warm healing peaceful vibes and hugs, your friend Gigi🤗🤗🤗🤗💕💕💕💕

[Kelkel00]

I’m praying for You and your mom! What a tough spot to be in!