I'm crazy and i'm a burden to everyone

[Against_the_current]

My actions. I lost 3 friends. I messed my accomodation. I caused my roommate troubles with it. I'm always in a crisis. I can't function, take care of myself, work, do my assignments, volunteering. I'm crazy, i'm broken, I'M A BURDEN TO EVERYONE. AND EVERYONE LEAVES AND I'M BROKEN. Or i want to leave so im not a burden. Going back home is a relapse but i don't want to cause more troubles. I just don't know. I'm insane, he said it. And i'm a burden to everyone and myself. I'm too broken.

[SurvivingEveryday]

It is understandable that you feel that way, and in a very natural way it is normal. It is your body and mind's response to stress and loss. I have suffered huge losses over the past two years- friends, family, a beloved pet yesterday, but we have to turn from looking at our negatives to our positives. I am sure that you do have positives, even if you do not see them. You took the time to recognize your bad feeling, and that is a good start. So you know that you are going through something and you FEEL broken. You are not. You are loved, and worthy of dignity and love and you NEED to love yourself right now.

You got this, friend. If you want to chat, please message me. Do not give up, you are loved.

[Against_the_current in reply to SurvivingEveryday]

Thank you so so much. I really needed this