Bereavement

My Dad died over 18 years ago

[kenster1]

sorry to hear that we have a bereavement forum here called bereavement care and share if you think it can support you.

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Yeah

[kenster1 in reply to Hidden]

scroll down to the bottom look up a-z communities and join up.

[Hidden in reply to kenster1]

Will do, mate

[Hidden]

Rest In Peace. Was your dad nice?

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Yes

[Shezza1]

Hi johnblue how you doing??? Like shit yeah. I lost both parents 8 years ago. I've never felt pain like it. People say life goes on?? But does it. I still find my self a crying mess most of the time. I genuinely feel your pain. If I had a magic wand I'd wave it for them to come back 1 more time but we both know that ain't gonna happen. Take each day as it comes and wait for the storm to pass. I wish I could take my own advice sometimes but the world just looks black.

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I can't move on and be happy when he is in heaven. I am wired differently.

[Shezza1 in reply to Hidden]

I want the world to stop turning. I wonder why people are enjoying themselves while I'm hurting so much. I see other family members getting on with there lives and think why??. My whole life stopped when they both died. At the moment im still on robot mode. Everyday is groundhog day. Same routine every single day. Doctors are useless here in the uk. Getting an appointment is like finding a hen with teeth. I want to be alone but I also want help. I cant win with myself

[Hidden in reply to Shezza1]

I'm glad you didn't have a go at me. I'm glad you explained yourself to me.

[Shezza1 in reply to Hidden]

Why would have a go at ya???. We are sailing the same ship. I understand where you are coming from

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I know you didn't. I was just telling you.