Hi

[AK0424]

So I've been quiet lately. I've been feeling pushed away lately. I don't feel like anyone listens to me or wants to listen. Like everyone thinks I'm just a pain and don't care. I say things and people don't respond, even with a "cool". I started a new endeavor by selling jewelry because I love the jewelry and want to show other people. But after being in the "business " for a month and a half, my mother is my only customer. I almost feel like what was the point. I was so excited to start this but I'm not the go-getter kind of salesperson. I won't quit, but I don't want it to fail miserably like many years ago when I tried to sell Avon or Mary Kay. Sigh. I'm discouraged. I used to love to create jewelry (using shrinky dinks - I made designs for local professional wresters). Now I feel like my creative juices have disappeared. I made a design for a competitive eater and sent it to her through a social media private message (even my boyfriend was impressed with my design). She never responded to it. She may be busy but it bothers me that she didn't respond. I message other people and they don't respond either. I say things on my personal social media site and I feel like no one cares. I hate feeling like this. I miss feeling a part of things. (Even if no one cared if I was there I felt a part of it) I just want to feel missed. Damn this pandemic is really getting to me. Yes I know it bothers others too but I just need to feel like what I'm feeling is valid and not like I'm bothering people.

[Hb2003]

Hello 👋 I am so sorry about that people are rude I am here for you

[judiama]

I am so sorry to hear that you feel unwanted because in this group that is not the way we work .I have been away from most people for several months being a high risk for covid. In this group we listen to what you say and what you are feeling is valid. I know this is not much right now but I keep believing that this is not forever. I wonder if the reason you did not get many responses on your jewelry is that people are holding onto the money they have, trying to get through these tough times. I know I do watch every cent right now. Just a thought. Please believe that all of us in this group care about you and what you are going through. I know I do....hang in there this will not be forever