Thinking a little more than I should be...

[JRS2007]

Hope everyone is well. My minds going a little too fast at the moment and tonight in general. Matters of the heart and other things and that anxiety and down in the dumps feeling is kind of there again..

[Abigail_Wenderson]

Hi JRS2007,

I can understand your situation but trust yourself every day will not be the same. Try to keep calm and give rest to your mind. You will feel better.

[sophie4]

Hello once again!!

You've really been through too many traumatic events...one after another. You have my most sincere sorrow and understanding how it feels to lose your house...and because of wild fires!!! I live back east and watch the news compulsively so I've seen so many photos of the fires.

And going back and forth with a relationship is terribly painful.

I'm an oldster...70 late last August...so when I tell you I've had so many experiences like the ones (relationships) you described. I lost my beloved house over 20 years ago. I know, I know...I should be happy I lived in it for a while, not sad that it's gone.

I still can't accept what happened. Many loses. I've become more or less of a hermit. It's so difficult for me to trust anyone. Many, many betrayals.

I'm quite lucky to live with my dear sister. Otherwise, I have no relatives, no friends at all. BUT I have two dogs!! I've always had dogs and adore them. I always loved big dogs. Now I have two little ones (one we rescued). They give me a run for my money!!! But a big dog I'm sure I no longer could handle.

My dogs are so gentle, kind, loyal and smart, smart, smart!!! We're extremely close.

I battle with serious depression/anxiety and they never leave my side.

I'll be thinking of you!!!