It’s torturing me

[Bray1567]

I have to move on from my hearting relationship but I can’t. It hurts to know I love him so much. I am in love with him. I felt like I felt my soulmate. It hurts I can’t tell him because I will only be making a fool of myself. I don’t want to continuously face the world like I am strong and everything is fine just to feel good about myself. I want him more than I want air. This is worst feeling in the world and I want to forget it. I want this to stop already. I can’t take the pain of this anymore.

[Lyn37]

Been there done that. I remember feeling exactly the same way. Pouring everything into one relationship, one person... then suddenly he’s gone and it feels like there’s nothing left. I’m not even sure how I eventually got over it. The point is that I did and you will too. Hang in there and try to think about a time in the future when it doesn’t hurt anymore. That time will come and it’s worth the wait.

[Sprinkle1]

I agree with Lyn3, I know how enveloping it can feel, like life is not worth living anymore. It hurts like hell. I am sorry this has happened to you, it happens to so many of us, we live thru it and learn to thrive once again as the special human beings we are.....I know you feel like giving up, but it Will End, everything does.I have been in your shoes more than once, and I have thrived, romance can be tricky, bare that in mind. Try keeping yourself busy with things you like, do some volunteer work, helping others is a good distraction. I wish you well, let us know how your are doing, we offer love and support.....with hugs.....Sprinkle 1.....

[Bray1567]

I don’t want to end my life lol I just want the emotionally pain to stop.

[Hidden]

Hi, I just read your post, well now it is two days old. It must still be hard, but I sure hope the pain becomes lesser and lesser for you as each day passes. That is usually how it works. You will get through this. Please keep letting us know how you are doing. You don’t have to do this alone, okay? ..... just a friend you never met. ....M