Purple rain

[Lonelyfloater93]

I just want to leave this place

[JAYnLA]

And miss all the good stuff that’s coming when you recover? Nope, not a good choice. I’m sorry you’re hurting so badly. I have ideation sometimes myself — but I believe there will come a time when this difficulty is behind me. I believe the same for you.

[Lonelyfloater93 in reply to JAYnLA]

Im trying ever so hard to stay positive... I almost did that tonight.. Im just tired of hurting.. My anxiety is making me sick..

[JAYnLA in reply to Lonelyfloater93]

Oh, lovely - I understand. I have days like this as well. They do always pass. Always. This morning I was in tears. The afternoon was hard, and tonight I’m doing okay. This is a bizarre process but we CAN heal.

[Lonelyfloater93 in reply to JAYnLA]

We can.. But its just like.. When? I hope your ok now? Im sorry your hurt as well, i know its a terrible feeling.. I wish i could give you a hug...

[JAYnLA in reply to Lonelyfloater93]

Your virtual hug is received... and returned!

[IChoose]

St. Teresa of Avila doesn't like gloomy saints. It's just the way it is. Ask St. Mary Magdalene to cheer you up. I had this very meditation this morning in the bathtub. It did more for me than meds!

[Hidden]

Where do you think we go when we leave here?

[Lonelyfloater93 in reply to Hidden]

Honestly i believe in heaven and hell.. The two dualitys.. I also think theres spaces in between.. Like different plains.. I wish there were wires that connected to heavens communication line.. But i guess thats what prayer is for..

[Hidden in reply to Lonelyfloater93]

I always thought earth is hell. Lol. Or maybe it can be heaven or hell. Or maybe we reincarnate into a new life based on past life.

[VaNillaRunner]

Sorry you are feeling this way. Hang in there. I remind myself that the world is still a beautiful place, even when I get these moments. People love and care for you, even if at times it doesn't seem or feel that way. You have a lot to give and the world has a lot to give to you as well.

[Hopeful111]

If you ever want to talk I'm here for you with lots of support ❤️

[gleason9guy]

I look at it this way. In a couple hundred years, no one will likely remember I was here. But I realize that countless generations of my ancestors went through a hell on Earth that I could never imagine. And it was really just so I can occupy this body and play the hand I was dealt. I say dig in and make your time mean something worth remembering.