Life.: Things would be so much easier...

Things would be so much easier if those around us took the time to research or ask questions about our mental disorders. It's sad that some close to you out of spite will do things to trigger your issues because they lack empathy or they are just simply shitty people. I'm learning that Love is something shown not just spoken. Life will teach u many lessons but u have to be willing to learn and stay open minded and optimistic. I at times want to hide from everyone and stay to myself but have learned that's no good for me and I need people in my life.Isnt strange how u can give the best advice in the world but cant listen to your own word and incorporate them into your own life? There comes a point in life that I like to call the lightbulb moment meaning the moment you've matured and u see things as u should and u start living and conducting yourself as u should. Things could never go back to before because u now know and you would have to be a stone cold idiot to act, be or think the way u once did. My pet peeve is people who are of a particular age and lightbulb is still dim but the age where it should shine its brightest.Imagine meeting someone but when it's too late u find out most everyone in their lives lightbulbs are dim af. You would be frustrated as me to say the least. I'm no einstein but dammit I know a little bit about a lot of stuff if that makes any sense. If it did your lightbulb probably shines bright lol. Wow maybe I shoulda been a writer. This is fun and therapeutic for me. God willing it's not too late and I could make something out of my writings. Not bad for a high school dropout and ex Street person.. If anyone knows how I can get into writing plz let me know. I dont know the first thing about where to go to start or learn how to correctly write a book. Anyways I guess I got off track with the life bit but I feel better. I hope u all had a wonderful day and have a terrific day tomorrow. One love!🙏🏿✌🏿💯